This is
just an exercise, today I have to confess that I do not have any expectation
about t write something because yesterday I already post something, but today I
will do it again.
Some hours
ago was raining and I just watched through
my window how the little drops fall down some in the street, some in the window
and I thought to write something about the raining days, but then, as always I change
my mind and start to think first how many times I have said “yes I will marry”
of course I never will, but I say it, then I thought that how many people is really important in
my life, I mean there is just a few persons that I can say YOU because they
left me something in myself, so then start the counting:
The very
first person that was a YOU in my life was/is my grandfather Salvador he thought me how to walk on the rain, how to
jump into the rain, he thought me how to smile, how just to walk he loved to
walk even more when the raining was there and I guess I learn it, because today
I still do all those things, I still smile when the rain starts, and I still
love to go to plaza de armas and buy
a cuadro de nieve and a agua de raiz. I am very sure that he
would not approve how I am now, and maybe I should be in a convent surrounded
by nuns or something like that, but I still love him and I will always, I also
learn with him to forgiven, it was the last lesson that he teach me.
The second
person that become in a YOU in my life is my dad, I know he did not know all
the influence that he has on me, but I normally listen to him and I always told
him everything, I told the things like in code but he understand me when I talk
and the persona that I am today is because of him, the philosophy of live that
I have today I learn it from him. I know sometimes he just can´t understand me
but he has been enough smart to let me go and do what I want to do, he gives me
all the freedom and the confidence to do it.
The third
person is also call as la voz de mi
conciencia he is just one of my best friends he know me very well and I
know that sometimes I had disappointed him , because I made the wrong decision,
but he is always there for me, with the open arms and a honest big hug, he
receive my crying all the times that I felt that I am falling down and I can
not stop it, he is there, whit one look he can know what is inside of my mind,
his words are always right, sometime hard, but always true.
And there
is a fourth person that has been become in a YOU in mi life, he is very new in
my life and he apparently knows me, his words, that I always listen even he
thinks I don´t, are inside my head and make me think about some problems, real
problems that I honestly do not know yet how to deal whit them, but he helps me
to understand how the real world works, not the one where I use to live, I am
very sure that he thinks that I am just a girl, a little girl and I have to
agree with him because there´s no other way for me to be, but he always put on
my face a big, seriously big smile.
At the end
all of them have helped me to be the person that I am today. Now I am an
anthropologist and I love it, love all the things that I have learned through
the time, all the travels I have made was incredible, all the people, all the
places, all the moments, the tears and the smile, the lonely moments and also
the ones when I was surrounded by so many people that I don´t know, at the end I
just can say I love you, and thanks for the help.